grapegum_x_yumm

Sun, 19 Aug 2007 22:06:37 GMT

soooo last night i took out my lip ring. stupidest idea ever. i got a new stud for my nose (which is adorable btw) and i was liek heey while im at it... so i actually ended up just taking it out because its making it all icky. so maybe before school or after, idk whenever i have the money ill get it done on the other side. or something else. im contemplating an industrial. but im not sure yet. idk how much itll cost. so i got my schedule yesterday, which i have to change. i think every year i had to change it. but whatevvv. i just bought my first tank of gas ever. it was scary. especially because now im flaat broke. i have to work more often. yah so bye!

vrooom vrooom

Tue, 14 Aug 2007 02:22:50 GMT

its soooo fuckin nice having my license, being able to go whenever i want. its awesomeeeee!!!

Fri, 22 Jun 2007 15:30:52 GMT

summer started on wednesday. since then, all i've done was sit on my ass and watch hgtv. (not now because same lame gardening thing i dont like is on) i just ate an egg sandwich. yummmy. last night i decided toooo...SCHEDULE MY ROAD TEST! so i diiiid. for july 30th. i asked my mom when were coming back from florida before i did it. sh said the 27th. so i was liek alright thats good. but no, were actually coming home ON the 30th. so then i canceled it. it really sucks, because theres no other appointments for millbrook. the 30th is the only one that comes up. i might have to go to fishkill or something.djghkdsghdsi want my licensee!!! lol. ill get it by the end of august though. sothats coool. im pretty bored. i ot the new white stripes cd last night. its pretty cool. i never gave them a chance. icky thump is really awesome. last night trev was liek "wait how does the main riff go?" so i put the phone up to the speakers so he could hear it, then he basicallyfigured it out just by listening. thats skilllz. yeah, im gonna go this is mad boring, bye.

i just sneezed 3 times.

Sun, 03 Jun 2007 14:27:46 GMT

sooooo.... whys it gotta be so hot? huh?! i cant wait untill schools over. then here comes---license, car, jimmy and amandas engagment party, florida, maybe lake george? idk this summer is gonna be the best yet. its amazing how i dont have to go to summer school. :] but speaking of cars, mom and michael got their toyota prius its so nice :] the color is so pretty. hybrids are awesomeeee! or at least this one is. lol we averaged about 47 miles per gallon, which is really good comaped to regular cars. amanda passed her road test :] i just changed my lip ring. i put in this curved barbell, i had a labret stud but its toooo short, so i used this, and its still too short. but at least it looks better than a big ol dumb ring there. lol it looks a lot better :] i love it :] this week im gonna get a better stud. it was only a week when i put it in but whatever i ddnt care. it was good enough. lol it easy to get out the ring and put in the stud, but it did take awhile to get the dumb bead off on my ring. i needed pliars. lol. im getting a new one this week. hopefully my hair cut too, oh also i have senior pictures this week. i think the 7th? trevor is supposed to come over today. and i still didnt shower, or clean up myroom. i wanna bake cookies too. lol. i better go now...bye!

WOOT WOOT!

Sat, 26 May 2007 02:21:32 GMT

i finalllly got my lip pierced!!!! yaaay! :] it was an awesomeee expierience. lol. :D

Sat, 28 Apr 2007 23:25:20 GMT

dear everyone,

i'm passnig ALL my classes. history is a 70 and its getting even better.how FUCKING awesome is that. i wont be going to summer school this year! thats a huge relief. so basically, i can hang out whenever. so everyone should hang out with me. lol.

my moms getting a new car. shes gonna trade in the one she has now, shes getting an automatic. the day after she gets it, im schedualing my road test lol. i cant wait to get my license. itd be cool if me and amanda get it the samee day. lol. then during the summer i hope to do some work and get my own car, sure itll be a real crappy one off the road but hey if it works. right? so yeah. this year is going by too fucking fast. prom was last night already. i didt go. i have next year. which will seem like just a week from now the way this year went. we have like a month and a half left then schools over. thats scary.

i went grocery shopping with mom today. i made her get alcoholic beverages. i got i think its smirnoff twister wild grape or something like that, and these cute mike-aritas lime, which im drinking now. thats pretty sad. blogging in the dark while drinking alcohol. lol. its dark in here though. my lighting kindda sucks in my new room. oh and another thing we got was a new badminton net, i played a little bit and got sweaty. my cat went after the birdies when they fell. hes adorable. lol.

yesterday me and trevor hung out after school :] i went to his house. we all walked devo again :DDD then me him and andy played baseball, then basketball. i put on trevors, actually john jose's shorts cause i couldnt play in my pants they were all wet at the bottom. i was all hyper and screaming cause i havent played basketball in a madd long time. now im gonna go there just to play basketball. lol or at least until lwe have enough for a bball hoop.

i watched part of borat now. wow. okay its fucking hillarious. im gonna watch it more today. i also got stranger than ficton from netflix. maybe ill watch it tomorrow. :DD i better go make a salad for dinner now.

honey disconnect the phone

Fri, 16 Feb 2007 00:27:17 GMT

YAY.

we finally got a snow day

wait

TWO FUCKING SNOW DAYS IN A ROW.

:] its pretty rad. especially because i didnt finish this valentines reponse for english and my us homework. physcology class is pretty awesome. mr nieman is really cool. and everyone is like, actually cool in that class, minus like 2 people but whatever. hopefully my grades are better. especially for us. i had a 69. i hope i can bring it up to a 75 by the 5 weeks. idk though. also, my math hass to go up. ughhh i hate school. i hate trying for once. hahaha. just imagine how next year is going to be like. yeah so i saw my fucking retarded giedence counsolor the other day. apparently i have to take gym all year EVERYFUCKING DAY. why? i dont know. i took gym in summer school. so i made it up. i dont know. but im gonna be in school everyday, no lunch or free periods. how much does that fucking suck. im gonna be a senior. i dont wanna be there all day! ill see what happends though. enough about school.

so valentines day was yesterday, me and trevor didnt celebrate it. because it really is a dumb holiday. we clearly love each other. we dont need a holiday to celebrate that. yeahhh. so i havent been at the mall lately. speaking of the mall....

http://poughkeepsiejournal.com/apps/pbcs.dll/article?AID=/20070215/NEWS01/70215032/1006

that kindda sucks, eh?

well thats enough for now. im gonna go get off my ass bye!

i wanna hold your hand.

Thu, 18 Jan 2007 22:11:49 GMT

so. ive been sick for liek the past 3 days. ive had stomach aches, then today thismorning i felt sooo sick, like i was gonna throw up and/or pass out. but then i took motrin, ate something and drank water. then after 1st i saw mrs marshall, and i got my sceduale changed. im no longer taking photo, due to my failing. i talked to this girl christina in my 1st period class cause i added her on myspace. she didnt know my name haha. cause shes friends with ashlee so i was liek why not. but yeah so now instead of photo im taking some physcology class. its gonna be pretty cool i guess. i have nieman and it turns out im actually in the same room as us. so therfor, im in the same room for 2 periods. oh welll. at least ill get out of photo so i wont have anymore stess. hahaha. yeah well i better go call my babychoob now then do my us homework, which by the way is reading a chole chapter in the book and like, 15 questions. ughh.

gaaahhhh school

Wed, 20 Dec 2006 02:12:46 GMT

soooo. school is effin stressfull. yesterday was the worst. math grade went down, A LOT. im not failing, but a 90 down to a 75. its pretty bad. and i had cramps all day. im failing photo. i knew tat already but he talked to me about it and wanted to be a fucking jerk about it. ughh. then the schools lunch ladys dont know stuff. wonder why they work at a school cafeteria...? then the fucking presentation sucked ass in science. i haaated the people in my group. and my desk was all wobbly. lol. so today i took off and worked on my paper. i got sooome done, just not as much as i wish i'd did. oh well. so i still have to go shopping for x mas. and that really sucks. oh well. so my birthday is soon and i cant wait :]] well im gonna go now bye

Sun, 10 Sep 2006 04:58:09 GMT

so school stared on wed. i absolutly love it, if i can love something like school. lol. im in trevors lunch with makes me happy. i made up with chrissy, shes in my english. so thats cool. beths in my math which is rad. amys in my photo. like at least one of someone i really know is in my classes. my us history is whackoo though. but shes basically my favorite so far. ms hayes is deffinitly my least favorite because shes kindda boring. mrs martin is awesome. she likes my hair and my belt. haha and she cant cook, i own her. lol. so yeah, everyone likes my hair, including me, because my mom fixed it because there was like these longer pieces on the sides that i didnt like at all. and that class im taking to help me pass the regents will really help i think because mr lillis isnt my teacher now. thank god.i pass him everyday onto 1st period. ewwwy. haha. so yeah. i went to staples to other day and got stuff i needed for school. i needed folderss. so the other day(thursday) was me and trevors 6 month, he got me flowers =]] which i actually have right next to me in a vase =] we sit with yi at lunch but who cares. hes cool. lol. so i guess i should go. im tired and i have a lot to do tomorrow. bye!

i dont get angry cause my mom smokes pot

Tue, 05 Sep 2006 17:00:49 GMT

so school starts tomorrow. im a little nervous. oh! i got this awesome haircut/clored. its brown underneath layers, then like platnium blond on the top. and its short in the back and a little longer in the front. i can like spike it up and do a lot with it now. omg i love it. now it looks very straight and thin, but tomorrow it wont =]. so my nose ring is healing good =] i cant wait to show it off, and my hair. =] so in lunch im sitting with trev and yi..those are the only people that i know of right now. im so happy im in his lunch.(trev that is) and im happy that yi gives us entertainment. lol. well. i have to clean out my closet today, which is gonna suck a lot. because its messy. well i gotta go do that so bye journal. ill update tomorrow after school =]

Thu, 17 Aug 2006 23:05:33 GMT

soo i went to the mall last night with katie! my phone died, so i couldnt like call her so it sucked. but then i met up with her in target.then we walked to south hills and got a needle!while we were walking there, someone screamed my name. idk who it was. maybe james. hmm idk. soo then we went to we seal. i got a belt. its soo cute. i fucking love that store. i was talkign to katie about it and at first, we both thought ehh thats a slutty store. but its perfect for us. im defffintly doing most of my clothes shopping there. i found like 20 shirts id get if i had money. so then we got some jewlrey for my piercing. and i also bout a fake clip. its now in my lip. ill probably want this after my nose. lol. i kindda want this more than a nose. funny right? lol. but i want everything soo haha. well im gonna go now. oh trevs coming over tomorrow =] maybe well do this big project tomorrow. then pierce his nipple or two. haha not really. he hates piercings. bye journal.

p.s. im gonna start reading dry tonight because i finished that dumb ass bulimia book(for summer reading)

she looks like something special

Tue, 15 Aug 2006 21:43:10 GMT

i havent written in awhile. fuck =[. oh well. soo. big news! I GOT MY PERMIT! i got it on friday last week. just havent updated this in awhile. so i went driving with my dad that night. i almost hit those things by the pumps at the gas station, and i went too fast/too slow in spots. but its all good. lol. i just gotta work on things.

other than that, me and trev had our 5 month last week...last week i think it was. yeah. well i made him this cute little plaque thing thats blue with yellow stars and says "us and the moonlight" from our song =] he absolutly loved it. even his family. i love them so much. theyre so cool. =]. so that was probably one of our best. but we have many to come =] by the way, were over our awkward fighting stage. im so glad =]. it suprises me how in love im in with that boy. hes just perfect =].

so summer school is over now =] i have 2 tests tomorrow though.i hope i pass them. i honestly didnt really study for my bio. hopefully ill just remember from the year. ill do some practice regents later maybe. and in like a week or two im going to lake george. =] going with my mom. so thatll be fun. we leave the 25th. then come back that sunday.

i just listend to a glassjaw song. i havent listened to them in ages. it amazes me how much talent that daryl palumbo has.

so ive been thinking for awhile. and i mean AWHILE. and im gonna get into piercing. like the verb. to pierce. tomorrow i might do my cartilage. me and katie are going to the mall, so i can get needles and stuff. and other stuff for piercing. at first i was gonna do my nose, but im actually gonan get it done professionally done at lake george. moms just gotta get used to this fasination. lol. so after i get my nose. after like 3 weeks, ill do my lip. MAYBE. maybe a bit longer. like after it heals. dads not gonna like this one bit. lol. so yeah. i cant wait for that. im not gonna get my eyebrow. im kind of happy i never got it done a year ago. because it doesnt appeal to me now. but lip, nose, ears, all appeal..oh and tongue. but thats not untill after im 18. =] so yeahh. ill update tomorrow if i do it or not lol. actually, idk if ill even go to the mall, momss like "iiiidddkkk" grrr. cause i need my supliesss! and i miss katie too much =[[

LARKY

Mon, 31 Jul 2006 19:24:36 GMT

so today. i went to gym. i couldnt wear my converse because they were all wet. so i wore my dvs's. i havent worn them in awhile, and i was wearing short socks. so i got REALLY bad blisters. but then after that my mom went to a&p and got stuff for our new kitten. then we went to go get him. omg he was sooo scared when we got in the car(my mom forgot to bring a cat carrier.) he was sooo cute. when we got home, we first went into the office. he saw chance. and immediatly he just brushed up against him. and me. it was adorable. then i brought him into my room, gave him some food and some water. so now hes a little settled in, i think.hes playing with his little mice, balls, and whatever else we got him. haha. he fell off my desk a few times before. oh now he wants attention. haha. oh mannn hes so cute. ill put up pics when i wanna. byee.

mother fuckin avalanche

Sat, 29 Jul 2006 05:10:35 GMT

omg. today was such a great day. i FINALLY got to see i am the avalanche. in the beginning of the show before they played, it kindda sucked. i was by the speaker, listening to some band i didnt really like too much. didnt even know who they were. but then me and matt relocated. so it got better. this one band. was creepy. the lead singer was like, fondeling with the mic stand, holding up so it looked like his dick. then he knocked the stand down. by the way, this was like only a foot away from me. and i was riight next to the speaker again. so i actually had to close my ears. then i am the avalanch got up. so they had a guitar case there and on it was "mother fuckin avalanche" so i thought.."this would be an awesome pic." and so i did it. and i got it PERFECTLY. the best picture yet. so then they had their set list there, with vinnys corona on top of it. so i took a pic of that. by the way:

1. beating
2. this is dungeon music
3. symphony
4. polar beast (new)
5. new distaster
6. waiting room (fugazi cover) - best song.
7. 2nd restraining order
8. dead & gone

just in case you want it. aka amanda. lol

so yeah. they played a fugazi song which was so amazing. its probably one of my favorite songs so that was fucking great. so i just kept tooking pics. they all came out perfect. as i said, im making those posters soon. also, its gonna be my desktop pic too. amanda & jimmy- it should be yours too. so then they finished playing, i decided to look at merch. they have a new hoodie. so i got it. the coolest part about this whole thing? vinny was selling the merch. i was like.."im actually gonna chat with him this time.." sooo i told him they were awesome up there. and that im glad i finally got to see them after so long. after missing their past 2 shows. (damn barf & i.d) oh..matt was in the bathroom while i talked to him by the way. haha. so then i got the hoodie. then i wanted this awesome yellow shirt. but they still had a bunch of shit in the van. his exact words. so i went to matt after i got the hoodie and we decided not to wait for boy sets fire to get done playing because it was getting late, i got home about 11 30. so then we stopped at taco bell. then i came home and here i am. so today was pretty awesome.

(by the way, this is a longgg post. kudos to whoever reads this entireeee thing.)

so i decided i really wanna get into photography and film. i mean, i've always been intrested in it. i remember in like 8th grade my decision was to go to film school and i remember chrissy saying some shit about it so i ended the dream. but now i dont even talk to her, nor do i even really want to. so im geting into it. all im asking for this x mas is a cam. also, ive noticed..i have been a little less shy. which is very awesome. (trev- im listening to night drive...the clapping. is tingling.btw i miss you dearly <3). yeah so just that i got the nerve to talk to vinny is pretty cool.

oh. while i was talking to vinny, he told me that the cops busted that show at saratoga winners for some reason. i guess people were too crazy? i have no clue. that place is shitting anyway. its literally falling down. the manager is a dick. i hate it there. sorry jimmy, amanda, im never going there again. haha.

so yeah. i gotta wake up at 5:00 ishhh. and its one o clock in the f'ing morning. i still have to get these pics on here though. which ill do when im done writing this. well im gonna go..because most of you wont read this much. haha.

PEACE. <3

IM GETTING A NEW KITTEN!

Fri, 28 Jul 2006 22:07:41 GMT

larksbure. i think thats his name. so we went to the vets to get chance's flea stuff. there was a sign that said "ask about our kittens" so we did. then we saw them. and they were the cutest little things ive ever seen. they were seriously so beautiful like the ones on the kitten chow box or something. lol. and hes feline lukemia negitive, so hes very healthy =] but we might get another one too. if someone else doesnt want him. so yeah theyre both males. they look kindda like this...http://images.google.com/images?q=tbn:BquvsNqYGZxpHM:www.andreaarbour.com/images/kitten_grey.jpg

soo yeah =] were picking him/them up on monday after school. i wish we werent going away this weekend so i can have them now. <333 well im off...BY THE WAY! im seeing i am the avalanche tonight. its gonna be awesome. because i dont feel sick today =] and club crannel isnt all rawr with ids. soooo gotta go now...bye!

Tue, 18 Jul 2006 04:43:00 GMT

so. idk what to write anymore. saturday i saw the fireworks. tomorrow im going to trevos house =]. his little brother can now stare at us again. lol. hes so cuteee. =D on wed were gonna see pirates =]...i hope. and i wanna buy that skirt i saw in jc penney. its camo. =] and its long =] haha its long. well im going now. bye.

i couldnt make it without you

Fri, 14 Jul 2006 18:47:28 GMT

soo. first week of summer school...DONE. thank you god..=] so im staying in it. because i dont wanna fail. ill be a junior =] oh so yeaterday..i come home, go online, go to the bathroom, then some ims me..it was adam. i was like wtf. so he was like hey and sorry and stuff then i was like well i shoudl say started because i started that big fight. so yeah. i think hes changed somewhat from the time we last talked..i dont even remember..like 2 months ago or something. so tonight me and my mommy are going to stop & shop and kmart. were gonna buy like, a tiny kiddie pool. lol. and im gonna put it up tonight and fill it up, and go swimming. lol. itll be freaking icee cold. but i dont care. lol. soo today i gave chance a bath. i felt so bad because he hated it. lol. so well im gonna go now. byeee.

its like bootcamp

Wed, 12 Jul 2006 02:46:30 GMT

soo today from 7:30-11:40, my day was basically the day from hell. after that it was soooo fucking awesome. after my mom called me to tell me she was there to pick me up, i caleld trev and i told him i was on my way and stufff. then we picked him up, he came over, we watched tv, hung out, the basics. then we went to oshos. it was awesome! trev got sushi, like 3 things of sushi, and i tried it. i actually really liked it. and i got steak and shrimp. omg there was this little girl she was sooooooo chubbbby. =]] and kim got sake and like this shotglass. and i took 2. lol. and like...a couple sips. then omg we go to the mall. because trevs like ohh lets go to game stop and im like ohh lets just go to eb in the mall. soo. i see some emo scene looking kid. im like haha its adam. as like a joke. then i looked and i was like wait..i actually really think its him. like, he walked the same way i remember. but i remember him as fat..ahahaha! so yeah. i couldnt see his face too well. but im pretty sure it was him. that jerk. lol. well i have summer school hmwk to do...so bye!

summer

Mon, 10 Jul 2006 21:39:55 GMT

so today summer schol wasnt SO bad. april IS in my gym. and i was SOOO happy. we had to walk the track for the first hour. so me and april talked the entire time. then we played basketball. and we arent good...at all. lol. ohh melissa was there too, so thats really cool =] she hit me with the ball..because i wasnt paying attention. lol. i made a basket though! i was seriously clapping. but the people we played were really good. soo. they had the upper hand. then it was over and i went to my global. and like..it isnt THAT bad i guess? the techer was easy on us suprisingly the first day. and today i was kind of sort of less shy. so thats good. then it was over. no biggie. this will go quick. i think. =]

look, paragraphs. so theres deffinitly something wrong with my i pod. it really sucks. cause i could use that during the summer like walking around the track and stuffs. amanda, get down here to fix it for me.

so tomorrow is another early morning. =[ ugh. whatever. im seeing trevor tomorrow i hope. he should talk to his momma. and i found out last night that she really likes me so im happy. lol, she likes me way more than she liked chrissy.(stoopd bitch.) but yeah...tomorrow trevor will most liekly go out to dinner with us. maybe oshos! or at least...i have to talk to me mom about it. its like one of the last times well be together for dinner. soo lets make it worthwhile, right? and i have to try nice sushi. soo yeah.

wow, im actually writing in this thing!

rawr.

Mon, 10 Jul 2006 10:15:10 GMT

so this morning my mom woke me up at 5:30 saying we'd have to leave in an hour. i was like "oh shit" cause i didn't know what time it was. i saw it was 5:30, so i went back to sleep. then she came in my room and was "liissss!!!" so i woke up and got a coffee and breakfast which happends to be a couple strawberries. theyre goood =] so last night i stayed on the phone untill 1:00. not a good idea? lol. its my own fault though. so i think i have to leave at like 6:50. my paper says to get there at 7...but somehow i think i dont have to be there AT 7. my mom doesn't understand. lol. and mmm this coffee...is soooo good. i still have to get dressed and whatnot. but this summer im gonna try a new thing...like not be shy anymore. if april is in my gym, then ill totally not be shy. because ill be like "wooot wooot hahaha" so yeah that'll be fun. i think brianne is going too? i dont know. i know shes going but i think for gym. i have no clue. i really dont want to go this really sucks butt. well i gotta go get dressed and stuff. i took a shower last night so i didnt have to take one thismorning =] smart thinking, right? =]

finally...

Sun, 09 Jul 2006 22:27:33 GMT

so finally i made a new livejournal...after like 3 months. HAHAHA. well i kbnow i wont write in this very often. but right now i will be. i just took some new myspace pics. i still have to upload them because my computer is ghey and wont allow me to. cause its like rawr i hate you missy. so today i got an iced coffee. thats like the 3rd day in a row. i really am addicted. oh well! first step is admiting, right? so summer school starts tomorrow. im kind of sad about it. because i really wanted my summer to be fun. and this isnt the way to have it be fun. =[ well a few buddies will be there...like april! <33 so im gonna hang out with her in gym. and my global. eeek. i just hope the teacher is easy on us. so i can just pass my ass. so i can graduate with my own class. so i was thinking before to take photo next year. if i can. i have to call when we get our sceduales and stuffs. i HOPE i get lunch with my honey bunches. well this is enough for nbow. p.s. i love watermelon =D